... No. Fuck.

Shit. Why now? Why ever?

[It goes quiet for a minute and shortly after, he takes a deep breath ending it with a shaky sigh.]

... Lucky bastard.

( Locked to Big Boss )

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Rude... I need you, man.

I never thought I...

I... I'm losing it here. Fuckin' bit by bit. Never thought anything could mess me up so bad.

[He laughs, though the laugh is mostly half-hearted and self-deprecating. Once the laughter dies out, he sniffs and takes a breath.]

Fuck... Just look at me.

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